And for some reason unknown I got out of bed and I walked outside. I sat on the brick walkway infront of my house. I looked past the trees and past the birds, past the perfect hue of the sky. I looked past you sitting on the beach and the happiness that I thought you would bring to me forever. I looked past it as if it had only been a figment of my imagination. I walked past you as if I was a tourist looking for the ferris wheel. Or just walking on the wooden boardwalk that seemed to conceal all of my insecurities. I think that I am better now. So maybe, just maybe, I am walking away from this as a stronger heart with the determination to love again.
I got up from my spot on the brick and walked toward the daisies on the stair. I carefully removed one from it's home and tucked it behind my ear, hoping that the beauty of its existance would keep this new want to love constantly circulating through my mind.
cause maybe, but just maybe..
I am better.
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